Lately, I’ve been feeling really down and discouraged. I feel like I’ve been fuckin up in life.. I quit my job so I can focus better in school; but now school’s not even going well.. Not only have i let myself down, but my parents, my grandparents, my teachers, my classmates, my friends, my brothers, my cousins, and anyone else who believed in me and who supported me.. So much time & so much money wasted. I feel so horrible. I feel like such a disappointment. I know I shouldn’t feel this way, but it’s hard not to when so many people expect a lot from me. I’m not supposed to fuck up. I’m not supposed to let anyone down. And I’m trying so hard to be strong and move forward.. It’s easier said than done. I need something to help me get back up..